In Memoriam My Beloved Friend

I know him as a best friend of mine ever. He was the one who called me on many nicknames that he made by himself to tease me. Sometimes he called me “Shaun the Sheep” because I love to watch Shaun the Sheep show; he called me “Manja” because of the way I speak; and many others. He always tried to find a way to play jokes around us. He loved to smile and he is a very kind person. Many of his friends are girls. We spent much times together since we were in the same class at second and third grade at Senior High. He was a kind of person who loved to lend his hand for his friends. No matter what, he would always be there for his friends.

May 30^th, 2015 was the last time he contacted me. I felt very sorry I could not contact him back that time. I know he would certainly contact me if he knew I would come back to hometown. He always asked me to play as we used to. My apologize, I could not keep my promise to gather around likes we used to.

July 22^nd, 2015 I sent him a message. I just told him that I was near at his house. I asked what he was doing. Next day, I heard that he was on motor accident. I could not believe that he passed away because of that accident. My friends told me that it was the truth. I felt regret that I could not see him for the last time. I could not say directly to him that I missed him so much. I could not remember when I met him last time. Maybe it was on our graduation party. I could not even forgive myself that I could not meet him again. My big mistakes could not send him to his last home. I lost my cheerful friend. I sent my deep condolence for my dude. May Allah place you on His beautiful side. May heaven becomes your last home. I will always send you beautiful messages through my pray. I will always remember our wonderful moments. Forgive me for all my mistakes toward you since we firstly met until you left me for the last time.

In Memoriam “Robiansyah” Rest in Peace